Nagbalik ang mag-asawang Heart Evangelista at Sen. Chiz Escucero for another adulting episode sa YouTube na matagal ding na-miss ng kanilang mga tagahanga.

May of last year pa ang huling adulting episode nina Heart and Chiz at matagal itong natigil obviously dahil dumaan nga sa pagsubok ang mag-asawa.

That was the time na natsismis silang hiwalay although never silang nagsalita tungkol dito… until now.

Sa bagong adulting episode na inilabas ni Heart sa kanyang YT Channel kahapon, Aug. 21, for the first time ay nagsalita ang mag-asawa tungkol sa unos na pinagdaanan without giving much details, of course.

Isa sa mga unang tanong na kanilang sinagot ay “how would you describe what we recently went through?”

Ani Heart, “What would be the word? It’s like a crime, a name of a crime that I can’t pinpoint. I mean, for my life, ha? Not necessarily you (Chiz).”

Patuloy ng aktres, “I don’t know what went wrong. Nah, I knew (natawa si Chiz). I guess I feel like… I don’t know, you know. I think I got carried away. I think, I’ve… yeah, I should have listened to you.”

Pahayag naman ni Chiz, “Some people go through a phase that they think that they want to find themselves or they’re actually searching for themselves. When in fact, they just had to look and see where they were standing before they started finding themselves.”

Umayon naman si Heart dito at aniya ay hinayaan niya kasing magkaroon ng boses ang ibang tao sa kanyang buhay.

“Yeah. ‘Cause I really feel like I did lose myself. I lost myself because I had so many voices in my life that I allowed to mold me a certain way and I’m not blaming them. I think I blame also myself because I’m gullible,” pag-amin ni Heart.

“But I take all the responsibility. It was still me who pulled the trigger in the end, you know?” dagdag pa ng fashion icon.

Good thing, na-realize ito lahat ni Heart at ngayon ay labis ang pasasalamat niya sa mister na hindi sumuko sa kanilang marriage.

“All I can say is wow. I think I got married to like a King Solomon, full of wisdom. I did not expect that from you. Like, oh my God,” she said.

Dagdag pa niya, “I feel like I really had to go through this chapter which I thought I should have gone through when I was in my 20s or when I was 23, but I don’t think I would ever meet anybody like Chiz. Like, sincerely.”

Pag-amin pa ng aktres sa mister, “I hated you for the wrong reasons. I think, parang I looked at you as the enemy when you were actually my guardian angel the whole time.

“But that’s what’s so beautiful about you is that you saw me for my… for everything, through everything. But you were just so like steady. But I thought you were emotionless, honestly. But in the end, you’re still here. So, wow.”

Natawa naman si Chiz na parang kinilig sa sinabi ni Heart.

Sa tanong ni Heart sa mister na “did you ever think of just giving up on us?” sagot ni Chiz ay nasa playlist niya ang kanta ni Jason Mraz na “I Won’t Give Up,” sabay-tawa.

Seriously, sagot ng senador, “No, principally because of family. That grounded me, too. That was my anchor, too.”

Sa tanong kung bakit nangyari sa kanila ‘yun, sey ni Chiz, “Everything happens for a reason, whether it’s good times or bad times, there’s a reason for it always.”

Sa isang bahagi ng video ay naging emosyonal si Heart habang sinasabi na hindi niya kayang mabuhay nang wala si Chiz.

“Chiz, can I say? He’s the best. I don’t care what they say, you were really like King Solomon. Iiyak na,” natatawang naiiyak na sabi ni Heart.

“Iba talaga, alam mo ‘yon? Lagi niyang sinasabi sa akin, ‘pag mamatay siya, mauuna siyang mamamatay. Sinasabi niya sa akin to prepare myself. I don’t think I’ll ever be prepared.”

Sabi naman ni Chiz, “Eh, mas matanda ako, eh.”

Sey naman ni Heart, “Yeah, I know but I feel like I, you know, I cannot! Like this world is so cruel. You cannot leave. And I thought you’re my enemy for the longest time. But oh my God, I don’t know how to live without you.”

At sa tanong kung nasaan sila ngayon as a couple, ani Chiz, “Better, stronger, tighter. Mas sweet ako kesa sa ‘yo,” sabay-tawa.

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